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abetterhigh
Jun 12, 20194 min read
Cherish This
L. Robert Veeder Here’s an unusual confession. I have a curiously deep love of going to the grocery store. Before Kara can even mutter...
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abetterhigh
Mar 12, 20198 min read
Tellin’ The Biggest Lie
Tellin’ The Biggest Lie L. Robert Veeder I first met Tony when I was working as a welder at Precision walls. That was truly one of the...
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abetterhigh
Jan 9, 20190 min read
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abetterhigh
Jan 9, 20191 min read
Untitled
https://www.thefix.com/one-simple-decision-gratitude-and-sorrow
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abetterhigh
Jan 2, 20194 min read
I Am Sisyphus
It’s eight o’clock in the morning and I am sitting at the desk in my office. I’m not at work officially yet, won’t be for another hour or...
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abetterhigh
Apr 17, 201812 min read
One Tow In The Water
I first encountered meditation when I was around eleven or twelve years old. I didn’t know what it was, but I recognized it as something...
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abetterhigh
Apr 3, 20184 min read
On Drinking and Driving and Gun Violence!
On November 1st, 2003 I was involved in a drinking and driving accident. I had drunkenly drove a white, Econoline, work van into a...
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abetterhigh
Apr 2, 20182 min read
Why I Ride Motorcycles
I was in the parking lot getting ready to go, pulling on my gloves, adjusting my saddlebags. A grizzled local, a western New Yorker,...
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abetterhigh
Mar 23, 201822 min read
Finely Broken (Full essay- written while I was still incarcerated)
*Warning* I decided to just post the entire thing. It’s a lot longer but has a better flow. Hope you enjoy! Okay, boys and girls. I’m...
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abetterhigh
Mar 22, 20183 min read
Finely Broken- Part 1 (written when I was still incarcerated)
Okay, boys and girls. I’m armed with a brand new Bic Round Stic, medium point ink pen, a Tops 3M legal pad (which advertises itself as...
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abetterhigh
Mar 10, 201811 min read
The Accident
Dissociation. Some words just have a nice sound. Dissociation is one of those words for me. I just like the way it sounds. I left the...
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abetterhigh
Mar 6, 201812 min read
The Day of The Trial
You would think that you wouldn’t be able to sleep the night before an event like this. I mean, the rest of your life is being determined...
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abetterhigh
Mar 3, 20183 min read
Why Jokes Matter
***This was one of the first things I ever wrote that received any attention. I think I had been locked up about two or three years when...
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abetterhigh
Feb 26, 20185 min read
Locked Up! (Conclusion)
I’m not sure why it worked like this. I expected to stay in processing, like my friends, for months. It may have been the media attention...
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abetterhigh
Feb 23, 20185 min read
Locked Up (Part IIII)
The next day during breakfast a guard came to me and passed me a slip of paper, some sort of pass. He said, ”After breakfast you need to...
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abetterhigh
Feb 21, 20184 min read
Locked Up! (Part III)
We weren’t escorted back from lunch. Eventually, they just opened the doors and we were free to roam back to our block. It felt like such...
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abetterhigh
Feb 17, 20184 min read
Locked Up! (Part II)
Around 11:30 am or 12:00 we all lined up at the door for lunch. This was another good rule of thumb for prison; just follow the guy in...
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abetterhigh
Feb 15, 20184 min read
Locked up! (Part I)
*This is part of a longer piece that describes my first days in prison. More coming soon. 🙂 We are sitting at a stainless steel table....
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abetterhigh
Feb 15, 20186 min read
Stop Killing My World!
We lost a tree this week. I would have told you a few weeks ago that it was at least one hundred and twenty five years old. Its grey...
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abetterhigh
Feb 14, 20183 min read
Running With My Grandfather’s Legs
Sometimes when I talk to my grandfather on the telephone about running he will listen patiently, and at the end I can hear him say a...
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